Hi Guys, (I know this isn’t a great place to ask but there are so many people here pursing what I want too)
Well were expecting results soon, I think I have passed, but whether I have or not…what do I do to find a job within Finance?
In my last post I talked about leaving stuff the last minute regarding CFA L1 studying and being lazy because I just wanted an opinion on what to do in a situation for an average person, most of it wasnt true.
Basically at university I got a 3rd class degree (I was planning for a fresh start). I got mugged by a group of people after work (nightshift so it was like really early morning in the winter) and my brain kind of prepared for death. So even though I did go through the ordeal I had mentally shut down. I developed a panic disorder, derealization, agoraphobia and the list just continues. At times it was too heavy a burden to carry but I did get help after asking, which was easier than I imagined. However the help came around 2ish years later.
I did realise my capacity to endure such mental dis-ease was immensely strong. I was on the brink of a complete breakdown all the time, sleep was my only escape. Couple this with questions on why you exist and you can get yourself in a deep dark hole. But I managed, and realised its not bad asking for help…people will judge you but its better to be happy and do whats right.
During this ordeal I was barely passing my exams, everyone around me thought I was just being lazy. I was happy with that, being lazy and normal instead of troubled and weird. I didn’t want people to know I was so unhappy. Anyway whatever, shit happens and you have to take out of it what you can.
So I have my third and noone is hiring candidates with such bad academia.
I decided to take a few months off practising Buddhism and meditation. I travelled around England visiting monasteries, seeing their way of life, being in the present moment and being desireless…feeling truly refreshed and ready for life.
It’s around mid April now and I decide to dedicate my time to passing CFA L1. I wanted a job in Finance and maybe passing Level 1 will show that I am determined to succeed… that my past grades do not reflect who I really want to be. Anyway we get our results soon so we will see what happens!
My question from this all is, what do I do from here?
I have no experience in the work life and poor academia. All I have is the determination to do everything and anything I can to succeed from here on in, to stay in the present moment and take my pursuit into the City day by day.
I would love to work in an Asset Management firm or Investment Banking. I do not care how many years it takes to break in.
Please advise,
Regards