Hey Mike,
You described exactly what happened to me for Level 2. I studied my tail off for June 2020 and was ready to conquer it and reload for Level 3 and be done in 2021… Then it got canceled and I was absolutely pissed! Don’t want to start a political debate here but needless to say - the “shutting down” aspect of COVID impacted me and my family directly and indirectly in many negative ways which also involved a death (not because of the virus itself, but because of the shutdown aspect).
So I studied again to get ready for December 2020… I even had the option at one point to chose if I wanted to change locations, so I actually weighed my hometown city vs the one I’m in now to see which way the political wind was likely to blow on canceling again. 50/50, and I chose wrong. Got canceled where I am, again. (And naturally, they wouldn’t let me change locations to make matters worse).
My motivation for taking level 2 this May is an absolute grind. I’m pissed off at a very deep level about how all of this has played out… So, I’m trying to channel that into studying but to be honest I am worn the hell out, big time. And just the thought of picking back up and studying another 400+ hours for Level 3 wears me out.
I recently had a baby, so I try to be thankful for her and what she’s brought into my world… but on the career side. Man I feel behind.
Hope my story relatively-motivates you, for what it’s worth as a relative multiple.
Cheers Mate
PS - When this is all over; I’ve thought about piecing an epic narrative together about the distance I’m willing to go to accomplish something. I figure, somewhere/someone is going to appreciate how determined I am and give me a shot to change the world. Or at the very least, I can help/motivate others to never give up.