Uh, dude, it’s because of the ass cancer. Treatment messes you up. And now you’re stressed about getting Trumped out of America. That’ll soften any wang.
You have to submit evidence of existing relationship to prove that it’s not a marriage for the purpose of getting a green card. This means maybe submitting dating pictures or other things like that. Maybe AtoM demonstration, who knows.
In all honesty, I am thinking about Canada as my chances here are getting slimmer day by day. I am thinking of appealing once the actual rejection is in place. Having to start all over is a huge pain in the butt even though if they accept all my credits (being a UMD student helps as it is a recognized school). The sad truth is I will get a green card through family sponsorship in about two years, I just need two years to finish my damn school. Also, my GPA is 3.6 despite the Cancer and a daily commute of 2.5 hours ,so I do have good prospects of a decent grad school here in the U.S and eventually a good future.
If I was some Arab sheik type spending money on Coke and women I wouldn’t be bummed. I actually have plans to become a researcher in machine learning and such and have made good connections with the professors and people. I have already wasted 6 years of my life earning good money but doing shitty jobs on oil tankers.
Stress and lack of sleep would be the main thing. I didn’t notice a reduction while I was being treated,somehow the lack of libido isn’t my main concern right now